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Date: 2008-11-02 11:52:02 Created: null

So, I've lost my first relative. Mom's dad died some time this morning after a heart attack.

Rest in peace.

It doesn't feel as much as you might think, not even when I think about it. And I don't seem to think about it much either, I drift over to other things all the time,

which may or may not be a good thing ...

It's too early to tell, I need to let it sink in more ...

I'm sure glad it didn't happen earlier, it's really a privilige to be allowed to grow up before people start dying away.

It was a pretty good way to go as well. Active and sharp all life, no long disease periods, hospital stays or anything. And as far as human knowledge knows he didn't have to feel anything either. Of course I can wish he'd been given even more time, but that's the only thing really.

I want to thank an Anna out there, I haven't done it in person yet but I will. Hearing a her story a while ago was fantastic, and I think it really has done me good and makes me take this a lot better than I might have otherwise. Thank you!

There's been a completely normal day apart from these events, I only found out once I got home, but it really doesn't feel appropriate on the same page ...

Okay, one piece of nice news, now that it's about 10 minutes left of the day anyway: Cinemaware is making a new version of Wings! Check out their site and rejoice, that's Wings Digitally Remastered you're looking for.