Date: 2010-10-07 20:14:11 Created: 2010-10-07 16:13:55
I feel that I have reached a great point. I have found a lot of focus and motivation for both work and spare time, and look forward to an autumn and winter full of fun and challenging things. I really feel like I noted the other day - that the days are just too short for all the fun things I would like to do in them. But now that I have found more focus it feels even better, like I will be completely happy to dig into those few things and not worry about much else.
This is a pretty rare situation for me. My normal state is to be torn between a few things too many which I all deem about equally worthy of my focus.
Yes, we shall see how long this nice state might last. Here today, gone tomorrow would not surprise me at all. Then again, I would not be all that shocked if the state is at least semi-stable, either.
Anyway, days are being well spent. Thoughts are being poured into words, onto screens and paper and into spoken words. People are being socialised with and just enough things are planned to have things to look forward to yet not feel limiting.
Feelers are being sent into new directions. Good dinners and lunches are being cooked.
(The bringing of which in lunchboxes prompted the comment "You DO get paid [to work], right?")
There is even a bit of drawing being done.
I love this problem of having too few hours. I am going to sleep well on it, under my lovely thick winter sheets. Housing sister A has reminded me how nice it is to leave the window open a while longer and get cool autumn air into the room.
This, like so much else, is being written down in Elements on the Ipad. A great writing application, with the exception of the other day when Dropbox went completely down for a few hours. Suddenly a lot of my things were available nowhere instead of everywhere. I think I should pay for Dropbox, just to do my bit to help keep the service running …